Lately, I’ve been doing a lot (A LOT) of introspection and self analyse
Trying to figure what direction i want to take and what i really want from this little life of mine
Not sure i’ve solved that mystery quiet yet but at least, i have something kind of BIG to announce (very soon)!
Weird? Meh, maybe but who cares?
You never had a true – life long- inseperable- for ever- best friend and I love that you have learned to enjoy being alone. How you never get bored and always are so curious about everything. How you dare to make bold choices for yourself and want to do a billion things in your life. How you care, even when you say you don’t. How you can’t stand to know that someone is unhappy. How you travel. How you trust your instinct. You always reach for that special place where the magic happens, far away from your confort zone. And that, in my humble opinion, is amazing.
You have shed lots of tears lately, but only you know that those tears are not from sadness, there is a little bit of fear, of doubts, of hapiness even, in them. So maybe, just maybe, you should try to be a bit more trustful when it comes to your futur. You have been so incredibly lucky and blessed with everything so far, there is anything to be afraid of.
Of course, now, you are in love. Madly, madly in love. Once in a life time in love. And then comes the fear again. Why don’t just let the ‘what ifs’ far far behind, where they belong, and focus on the good, amazing, fabulous life that you live? You used to be so good at that. What happend?
I want to look at your pretty face in the mirror, while you brushing your teeth, while you dancing your heart out, while you do your hair and makeup and see that incredible, truly secure and happy girl smiling.
I want to hear you laugh out loud more often
I want you to be more confident
I want you to be more open, just let other people in
I want you to be more in this very moment
I beg you, for your own sake, stop over thinking things. I know that you believe that’s the only way to be (or to feel) prepare but truth is it only makes you feel miserable, especially when you know how powerful a positive, vibrant and uplifting spirit can be.
There are things out of your control, accept it
when insecurities knocks, usually at night, know better. Don’t let them bring you down
Embrace life, please please please, stop hiding from it
Can you do that for me?
What would you have to say to yourself??
Please share, I would love to read!
Have a fantastic day
Love you all !